She looked deep into my eyes.Not with a look of love or caring but with guilt.She asked me "Hey,do you still loving someone outside there?"
For that moment,I keep silent and trying to hold back my anger and secret."Yes,she is just around me"."Some girl that you wouldn't know her".
Then I tried to look at her,But all she had done was trying to focus on the top and hope that the tears welling up in her eyes don't start pouring down.I can feel she was trying to escape.Then I quickly stop her action and hold her hands.But unfortunately she just left.
Everything will not be okay,time past so quick and We hadn't met for a long period.I want to scream at her and tell her how much I care for her.
Until the day when God gave me the bravery,I went to a coffee house where we used to go.I called her for a tea(Just wanted to tell her and confess with her.)
But when the time I called her at the phone,her mother answered it and said."Oh dear,She just passed away."
My heart was just stunned and my tears fall.I can't believe it.Her mother added,"She got something for you,please come and I will show you my dear."
At the time when I receive the gift from her,the seconds just melt into hours and the situation was completely deserted.I opened the box and read the letter inside it.
"Hey crush is me,do you still remember the time I asked you the question?I knew that it will be the last time i meet with you.In that time,I was trying to tell you that how much I appreciate and love you.But unlucky,your heart is filled with another girl that I wouldn't know.Even though the truth is hard to bear,I still choose the way to love you silently.Please don't feel sad just because I'm dead,I will always be with you.I love you"
I was tongue-tied and feel regret with what I had done in that time.
The thoughts of the moment when we are staring at each other suddenly come toward me and it will always keep vividly in my mind.I love her,indeed I love her.
For that moment,I keep silent and trying to hold back my anger and secret."Yes,she is just around me"."Some girl that you wouldn't know her".
Then I tried to look at her,But all she had done was trying to focus on the top and hope that the tears welling up in her eyes don't start pouring down.I can feel she was trying to escape.Then I quickly stop her action and hold her hands.But unfortunately she just left.
Everything will not be okay,time past so quick and We hadn't met for a long period.I want to scream at her and tell her how much I care for her.
Until the day when God gave me the bravery,I went to a coffee house where we used to go.I called her for a tea(Just wanted to tell her and confess with her.)
But when the time I called her at the phone,her mother answered it and said."Oh dear,She just passed away."
My heart was just stunned and my tears fall.I can't believe it.Her mother added,"She got something for you,please come and I will show you my dear."
At the time when I receive the gift from her,the seconds just melt into hours and the situation was completely deserted.I opened the box and read the letter inside it.
"Hey crush is me,do you still remember the time I asked you the question?I knew that it will be the last time i meet with you.In that time,I was trying to tell you that how much I appreciate and love you.But unlucky,your heart is filled with another girl that I wouldn't know.Even though the truth is hard to bear,I still choose the way to love you silently.Please don't feel sad just because I'm dead,I will always be with you.I love you"
I was tongue-tied and feel regret with what I had done in that time.
The thoughts of the moment when we are staring at each other suddenly come toward me and it will always keep vividly in my mind.I love her,indeed I love her.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost one time.
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