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Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Mask blocked all the face

I'm just same with a clown.
Making-up myself and Being a funny guy just want to make you feel happy and laugh.
And You just know how to see the outward side.
But actually,in my heart...It's the opposite of the happiness.
Tears fall nobody knows,happiness doesn't shown.

Tuesday, 27 December 2011

The Moment Which We Celebrate

Dear Santa,I'm fine and how have you been?I feel it's about time to
write you again.Our town has become a dim Christmas Scene,
with no everything sparkling of crisp red and green.
No any presents,no any gifts, and I wish to see you again,
But I know that it will just happen in my poor dream.

Wish to see your that pretty long red clothes with your big tummy.
Your that sincere smile make all the orphanages feel like,
in this world,there are still have hopes,still have somebody who 
cares about them.
Not only that,you make all the people have a wonderful day to celebrate.
and it's definitely Christmas.

At here,through my blog,I wish all of you have a fantastic Christmas with your 
Friends,Family
and don't forget Santa.


From:Licus
To:All the people and Santa

Saturday, 24 December 2011

What I feel everyday

Being nice to a person or friends are what I'm doing every time.But not everyone wants to be very nice to me every time.


Thursday, 22 December 2011

Shinii Day

3 years of hard work finally ends up with a wonderful stroke.Nothing could realize your dreams if you don't catch up or do any ways to achieve it.For those who are disappointed with their result,don't worry,it's not the end of the world.But it's the new beginning of your life.Although result is really important for all of us,it doesn't meaning that it's the most important thing to us.Next year,the new life's chapters will come to face us again,and I'm ready for any obstacles which will come through my life.Are you ready?




Not anyone are born to be genius or perfect,and not anyone wants to be disability or poor.But we can choose what we want to be in future.Anyone might have choices to go and don't waste it when we are still studying.Because study is one of the keys of success.



Tuesday, 20 December 2011

Faith begins where Reason sinks exhausted

If you're really feel exhausted,don't force yourself to go.
Slow down your steps,don't run too fast.
observe and see around,you'll realize that there are lots of moments you had already
passing by.
Time won't stop,everyone have to appreciate everything which shouldn't be missing up.
Most of the hardest things that we faced before,are the gifts of GOD.
So,no matter how hard is it,just make a smile and try to overcome it.

Wednesday, 14 December 2011

There are songs that make you sad when you hear them. But it isn't the songs that make you sad, it is the people behind the memories.

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

One of the worst things that can happen to a person is to be forgotten by someone they will never forget.

Friday, 9 December 2011

也许,那个愚蠢又没思考过的答案说出去了。。。是个永远无法原谅的决定。。。
虽然事情已过去了,但疤痕依然存在。



但那男孩没有选择,
没有选择的人都有错吗?

Thursday, 8 December 2011

The one who really love you is the most valuable things for all of us,don't miss it.
Because it won't happen twice...

Tuesday, 6 December 2011

So boring!!!!So depressed!!!!So sad!!!!So fearful!!!


Memories buried me at all.Don't know when I can see the sunlight again.
Don't know when I can climb over this huge mountain.
Don't know when I can forget this countless hurt moments.
Oh,God...please send an angel here...

Friday, 2 December 2011

Penang Char Kuey Teow

I think most of the people including you won't unfamiliar with this kind of name,"The Pearl of the Orient" and also fondly known as Penang.It's a great and wonderful place for those who loves food and loves to enjoy their life.Lots of hawkers started their work before the Sun beams out it's light from the horizon and of course,we could see so much of people inside the market that I can't figure out how many are them in the early morning.


On the 22nd of  November,I reached my destination--Penang.After taking off my luggage and go out from the airport,Suddenly a pooom pooom sounds came and I saw a sport car come toward me.I wiped my eyes few times and I finally realized that one is my uncle and he drove a well-known Panamera Porsche and behind his car was BMW x6.Instantly,I feels like we are too tiny and money is the king and of course,I'm really green and envy with what they drive.


Besides Asam Laksa and Hokkien Mee,Penang Char Kuey Teow can also name with "The Must-try Food in Penang".It drifts out a types of fragrant smell which could hypnotize a person to sit down and  order a plate to enjoy and me,I don't even know how much kuey teow that I have swollen down to my tummy.Besides that,just a plate of Char Kuey Teow isn't perfect,it has to accompany with a cup of concentrate coffee which called by locals "Kopi 99" just only can be name with Perfect "couple food".Although this type of food can be cooked or get in any high-class  restaurants,it still lack of something which is really important,and its definitely is the, "feeling",in chinese we called that "感情“.Without this feeling,this Food is not so special already,but it is just an ordinary,simple Char Kuey Teow...


Many of the foreigners love to come to our Country especially Penang just because they can escape from the hustle and bustle city life and enjoy the warmth of our people.


In a plate of this warmth Char Kuey Teow,I saw and felt the real satisfaction and the happiness which most of the filthy rich guys can't get it.Fry a plate of Char Kuey Teow are so easy,but if want to fry a plate of "Human Touch" of Char Kuey Teow,need lots of 10 years,and even some of the high-class chef used all his time also can't fry a plate of this food.....Point just only one,its Sincerity.

























Sunday, 20 November 2011

2011.2011

This night,as usual...not pretty awesome,
Staying at my friend's house and talk until the midnight.
I'm really envy while my three best friends talking with their couple at the corner.
And I'm just only sitting beside a little boy and watching him playing his computer game.
Even that little boy also ask me to leave him alone just because he want to chat with her couple...
Wow...feel so lonely and I whispered myself.."I lose him"
Besides that...tomorrow,my friends and I gonna throw a party there and Its planed by myself.
But unfortunately,I have to go to the other area and take my flight to west Malaysia.
I'm sorry my friends...I hope that you all will enjoy this party and forget about the bad things or whatever bad news.
I know that you all will and at last,I also hope that you all won't forget me...
this friend... :)

Thursday, 17 November 2011

I Own

I know that my face isn't perfect ,but at least I can give you a smile that I think it's the most prettiest way to make you smile together.



Wednesday, 16 November 2011

1

One word can break a person heart,can make a person disappointed and even die...



                                                                                                                                        ~Liang~                                                               

Sunday, 13 November 2011

People always say that love a person,doesn't mean that you must stay with him or her.
Finally I realized that it isn't right.
Because if you let him go,you'll stay alone forever.
累了,就放下吧。

Thursday, 10 November 2011

11.11.11

This date will not comes again even if we all wait for millions of years.It's just stay for 24 hours and after all,it'll be history too.And when the first minutes of this date came,I went out from my little warm house and looked on the sky.I saw lot's of lighters and stars shining up there and seems like they are gonna tell me some secrets.I'm so enjoy with it and it's really a wonderful,holy sight.Nothing can be replace with this enjoyment!


After taking some photos of this luminious sky,suddenly I saw a very minute thing(I don't know whether is a star or satellite)start moving.I keep staring on it and I can't believe that star can move.It's not a meteor I guess cause after few seconds,it stopped again.Oh my god,is that UFO?I keep telling myself that UFO might not come to our planet cause Earth is not so sophisticated .(Hope so :p)


After the joking that made by me is over,the other feeling comes toward me again.Instantly,I just hope that you can stay beside me and enjoy this sky with me,share with me and lie on my shoulder.Wish that you are also at the other side,looking on this lovely sky and I know that if you do,the stars and the lighters will tell you that I'm waitting for you...




Wednesday, 9 November 2011

A lovely Doll

On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to the stores to buy the remaining gifts I didn't manage to buy earlier.
When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself. It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go. Christmas is really getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it...
Nonetheless, I made my way to the toys section. Once I was there, I started to curse at the prices as I wonder if all kids really play with such expensive toys.
While looking in the toys section, I noticed a small boy of about five years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked very sad. I wondered who he wanted to give the doll to.
The little boy turned to the old woman next to him and said, “Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?”
The old lady replied, “You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.”
Following that, she asked him to stay put for five minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hands. Finally, I walked towards him and asked him who he wanted to give the doll to.
“It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.”
I told him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all and not to worry.
However, he replied sadly, “No, Santa Claus cannot bring it to where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there.”
His eyes looked so sad while saying this.
“My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy said that Mommy will also join God very soon so I thought that she can bring the doll with her to give it to my sister.”
My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said, “I told Daddy to tell Mommy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the store.”

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

UnFamiliar to me

You know,when we are trying to get somethings that we deserve and at last,we failed to get it.It's really hurt right?This happened in my life several times and I'm really fed up with that bad fortunes.It's really unfair when somebody told me that I can't get the certificate which belongs to me.I'm the one who should get that certificate and why the other class students replace my site.I shouted,I scolded and I hate the decisions that made by the teachers.I wonder why the teachers keep doing the same mistakes and make my class become normal and not special.We are kpk.I don't even like to stay in this class although it's one of the best class among the other classes.The teachers are simple and not really good so.Ermm..not really at all,some of them are pretty good as well such as my geography teacher Mrs.O nget shang and My maths teacher Mrs.Shelly Tan.Sorry for the wrong spelling :p and the rest are not so....you know what i mean and so need not to describe bout them.


But,nevermind.still have chances and next year!I'll be the one who stay on the stage most longest !Wait for me certificates!

Monday, 7 November 2011

Sad

Grhhh,I'm so mad with someone who told me that my grammar is really bad.Goshhh,I hate that!!!!!Just now argue with someone.He said that my grammar is like bitches >:(....I'll correct it and compete with you next time...wait for me !!!

Holiday isn't Holiday

I just can use one word to describe this holiday.TIRED!Oh Damn,this holiday is kinda special and I think that this holiday is not the one who make me feel unwind but it's making me die.Used every ounce of my energy to due with that annoying people.I just wanna rest!

Saturday, 5 November 2011

Dum di di Dum

Sunday,It's sunday again.Although it's a great holiday for all of the people,for me it isn't special.Always did the same things and besides playing computer games,I just can do nothing.Boring,boring and boring.Sigh...hope somebody ask me or call me to go out and make my life change.Dum di di dum di,nothing to do~

Friday, 4 November 2011

Expect

如果你是抱着一颗真诚的心来给我这一份希望,哪怕我只剩下最后一口气的力量,我也会用那份力量来争取你的渴望。
但如果你是抱着玩玩地心态来给我这一份希望,哪我宁愿留下这个力量,也不想再忍受一次这难受的绝望。








THIS IS THE SECOND TIME THAT I USE CHINESE LANGUAGE TO WRITE ON MY BLOG.HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT :D

Can't buy me Happy

It's awesomeeee,splash the water toward me.Gosh,the feeling is really...ermm..just can use one word to describe the feeling,and it's wonderful!Shower off my whole body,wearing the football jersey and show ourselves on the street.Almost fall down white walking on the street as it's really wet and full of water.Hopefully we will have or throw a  party which is better than this in the future :D.

Sunday, 30 October 2011

An Unforgettable Memories

And finally,the trip that I planned almost half of the year finally ended today.Feels like the time passed in a blink of eyes and now,I just understood that why the other people keep saying the time passing so fast while it's a happy time.


This trip is extremely awesome and I'm so happy with the co-operation of my friends.Wow,the trip is really successful and most of us got a "luminous" memory that is quite unobtainable during the school time.Ok,let's start our story.


First of all,after arriving to Sandakan,the first destination that we decided to go was the Sepilok orangutan  rehabilitation center and also fondly known as "Sepilok".At first,all of us were fulfilling with the spirit and wanted to see the "Tarzan".But after walking a few mins later,it's really boring!We sat on the long chair which made by the jungle materials almost 30mins and just only saw the monkeys bringing their baby sitting on the tree.WE WANTED TO SEE THE MAN OF THE JUNGLE AND NOT THE MONKEYS!10mins and 10mins passing again and again.Then,when we all decided to go to the other destination,the king,finally came and seek for their food.Wow,the foreigners took their sophisticate camera and took so many great,awesome photos.But non of us take the photos of the orangutan,So pitiful ...


After that,RDC and it's stand for Rainforest Discovery Center.At here,we had lots of fun and learn so many things about the trees.Gosh,It's really scary when I stepped on the ladder which is able to look down from the high position.Oh my God,I was running and sweating anywhere.But the view are really tranquil and calm.I hope I can having a house beside this place.Then,we went to an area which have a bridge there and if one person fall down from the bridge,the person have to swim in the dirty,full with the moss river.The girls keep shouting while the bridge was swagging and not only the girls,the boys and Me :p were also shouting there.So embarrassing la.


I stop my post at here,it's too long and if I keep writing my trip in this post,I think I have to use lots of time.Enjoy it :)

Monday, 17 October 2011

The 100th

Dear bloggie,first and foremost I wanna mention that I'm so grate and thank you for your kind attentions.It's really great when I saw my stats keep escalating and this post is the hundredth post that I have wrote on my blog.Hopefully all of you'll keep surfing my blog and leave some comments on every posts that you have opinions with it.One again,Thank you~

Unfortunately,today isn't a good day.A plan that we  have discussed from month to month almost spoiled on this day.Moms and dads gave me lots of opinions with high,sharp voice that hurt my heart badly.Plan never grows on tree,we planned almost half of year and you all say it's really naive due to the time table.High voice and the words that you all said out just now make me feel like wanna quit this plan.

Create a new plan is not so easy,i'm trying to do all the things and make my friends happy and you all wanted to change the plan.Gosh,I don't even know how to explain to them and it's really hard to see their bad responds.Now,I'm so scare,Don't know whether they will gonna hate and angry with me.Guys,if you angry with me,I just can say that,I'm sorry.
Not only That,guys please answer me every question that I had asked you all.You know when I'm trying to ask you all and you all didn't reply me...It's really hurt you know.Haiz,It's doesn't hurt me so badly and I think I can endure it as well.

The 100th post isn't good,bloggie,maybe you had also past through this before and don't worry,you are not alone and I'm the one who felt this right now...

Friday, 14 October 2011

Try it

Do you think this before?Every moments,every actions,we know what we are doing?This "know"means that we use our heart to complete any tasks or do any actions.Do you?try to use your heart to control your body and not your brain.You'll really unwind and relax while you are using your soul and heart to make your life happy.Because,That's the real one of yourself... :)

Thursday, 13 October 2011

You won't believE

It's about a story of a poor monk.Let's start it from here.

One day,there was a poor monk in the jungle seeking for his food.After he walked a few minutes,he saw a small house built with the wood and jungle materials and inside there was a young pretty woman with her mom.And the monk tried to go in and ask for help.Then,the young pretty woman's mom quickly put the pearls in her hands down and ask her daughter go get some food for this monk.After they came back,the old lady shouted and asked "Where is my pearls?They must be on the table.".Then,her husband came out and scolded the monk.He thought that the monk had stolen the pearls because only the monk was sitting beside the table.Without thinking twice,he took up his weapon and hit on the monk's head.While hitting the monk,a goose suddenly came behind the man and unfortunately,the man killed the goose.Finally,the monk said the truth out.He said that was the goose swollen down the pearls and not he.3 of them didn't believe and get their knife to cut off the goose's body and check whether it's true or not.Then,they saw the pearls and quickly apologize to the monk.The man asked him why he don't want to say the truth and rather suffer the pain.
Then the monk smile and reply :"If I said out the truth,the goose was sure to die.But unluckily,at last the goose died also.Suffer the pain is not too hard and wouldn't die,but if you kill it.One life is gone."

Living things have authority to live on this world,mankind as well.
But don't try to kill or hurt them,
Try to think if you are the one who kill by the others.

Monday, 10 October 2011

unpleasant surprise

Finally!It's the time to relax!
Gosh~PMR finally behind me and feel like,
nothings cool.
And,why the first day of the end of PMR I have to suffer the sickness?
feel not well..
Gosh :(

Thursday, 6 October 2011

10.10.11

I can see the sun makes its exit on the horizon at the evening while I'm sitting on the huge park filled with the multicoloured flowers.
I can see the exotic birds soaring in the sky while I'm lying on the car.
I can see the spectacular fish swimming down there while I'm fishing beside the crystal clear river.
But That's all are not as good as this,
Now,I can see the day which I can shout loudly "Merdeka!",
which I can run from the school with my friends with high confidence,
which I can say,
The PMR is finally behing us.

10.10.11
Here I come...

Tuesday, 4 October 2011

Hopefully I will get A in my B.M exam

Sunday, 2 October 2011

WWIII

And,Finally The war has come.Wow,the time is passing so fast.
Unconsciously,My war has come.
Feeling so well cause after this,I'll be free.
Nobody will set anymore rules for me,
Liang,Go study,don't watch T.V.
Aiya~It's over!
Who cares that?
:p
But now,It's hasn't finish.
At here,through my blog,
To all my friends and the PMR candidates,
I wish all of you including me can pass this exam with flying colours.
Hopefully,God bless us.


This is the time to prove us we all are not stupid,but it's a golden opportunity to show us we are better than other!Don't miss this chance!

Friday, 30 September 2011

Buddy October!!!!You are here,PMR and you too!!!Wish I have a great luck in this month! :)

Wednesday, 28 September 2011

Unbelievable

I got an unbelievable result that made me stress until can't do anything that I have decided.
It's really embarrassing when I lose my friends and I really don't know what is the reasons of making this
thing happen.I shouted every night until my throat hurt,I reflected every moments that I had past through in that exam.
And finally,I truly understood a very important thing.and that's definitely is I'm just over confident and nervous.
Now,I knew what I have to do,PMR hasn't approach .Perform all the best in this exam.I know I can do it well.Don't give up CHIN HOONG LIANG!



This is not the end of the world,But it just a process of our life!
Don't give up!

Monday, 26 September 2011

Buddiez and Famiiily



What I want to say is,these all guys stayed beside me such a long times,
They become apart of my life.
I love you all..guys

Saturday, 17 September 2011

Tittleless

Wow...last day was a terrible day.
All sort of bad things suddenly happened last day.
Bullshit,why the people must be like that?
I think they all must be brainless.
Tease me?See your that stupid ugly face first before you tease me.
Fool!

Thursday, 15 September 2011

SmileLess

I hate the one who hacked my account,
I think that person is really boring until want to hack people account.
What a silly,ridiculous,funny action.

Friday, 9 September 2011

An incomplete real story.

After cleaning my nasty dirt,dusty bedroom,the rain start falling.
Looking out through the window and it's fuzzy.
and at this illegibility moment,I saw myself.
Simultaneously,feel like the time has stop and the sound from anywhere are disappear.
Just only the boy could move and thinking.
 and the very simple,ordinary boy's tears start falling like the rain water,
Just because of, he saw himself on the window.
He saw lots of memories and moments that he had past through of his life.
And most of them were the isolation.
He feels that he is the only one in this planet.
The tears drop again and again,finally,a specificity light shots on an area
and the boy was followed the light and reached a place.
then He saw a picture,
a very priceless picture.
That is...

Thursday, 1 September 2011

There is nothing can make me feel "warm"

Bow~~~~~all of my money lose in a blink of eyes!Texax hold'em is really a hell!Avoid from there!

Wednesday, 31 August 2011

정말 고통! 궁극적인 고통은, 그것을 견딜 수 없어! 제발 도와주세요 ...

Am I

Did my attitude change?Did I did anythings bad?If I have done whatever that make you angry or sad,at here...I wanna say sorry to you all.Please forgive me due to this apologize.I'm trying to change myself,as hard as I could.

True Love?

As far as I concerned,I have seen and knew hundreds of couples separated just because of something non-sense.And after I had knew about these all painful,excruciating as well as agony things,Finally..I understand...There are no anymore true love couples inside this world,on this earth.People keep did the asinine things and forget the real meaning of love.True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on.They are keep doing the silly actions but they don't know relect on what they have done by them.Overpass the most important things and make their partner face the excruciation,desolation,loneliness.True love is not about the hugs and kisses, the 'I love you's' or the 'I miss you's', but about the chills that hit every part of your spine when you think about him.And do not stay with a person that you really need him,only stay with the person that you can't live without .At here,I wanna teach you all a lesson,"Don't...I repeat...Don't sacrifice yourself to safe or help your partner,it's doesn't work.This is because,after passing a long time,after you sacrifice yourself,definitely,your partner will forget you.

Am I Right?answer this question inside your heart.

Monday, 29 August 2011

Walaowei >:(

I feel boring till I can't figure how boring is it.
Somebody safe me !

Q A

If I say,I like...
What should I do?
Simple question,
But thousands of answers

Sunday, 28 August 2011

Inside the mirror

Ok..This time,i'm gonna scold somebody at my blog.Dear bloggie,please read clear and carefully,because I know that you all have the same guy inside your life.Ok,let's start it.I got a friend that is really,extra,extreamly foolish that just know how to scold her friend beside her and don't know how to judge herself.She thought that she is the queen among us.But I tell you,you're not.Everytimes when you are scolding me,I just keep endure and don't revolt you.You know,if I decided to scold you back,our friendship will be destroy.So,please..look at yourself,who you think you are?Please,don't simply scold a person that he or she never displease you.You are a girl,please try to be more poetry and mature.And I'm not complaining,I just wanna give some advice to you my dear fellow.


Look Yourself At The Mirror before You Judge Somebody That You Think Are Worst.

Saturday, 27 August 2011

I knOw you don't knovu

You know what?when i'm gonna tell you somethings important and you always refuse me,ignore me.Always be like that and make my heart break down again and again.Feeling so ridiculous when I try to ask myself why I so worry about you and Now,I gonna stop my step,put down all my things,take a deep breath,and choose the other way to go.Change my direction and not choose the way to Love.Don't force yourself to get somebody,It's doesn't meaningful.Just let the love to find you automatically.Don't force it,you'll found that you can get more hapiness than the others.This is what i want and I will follow my step,go forward,let the love Goddess find me naturally.


No matter anywhere you are,if your love is approached,it'll found you at anywhere.

Friday, 26 August 2011

History Of My Life

Hmm...Last two days was a very rare day for me and I never did it like that,
I don't know whether am I right or wrong.But at the friendship angle,I'm a very loyalty friend.
And the other part,i'm an "illegal" student.I really wanna know what are the sight of people looking at me.Hopefully all of the students who had looking at us last two days think that we are not bad students,but we are just loyal to friend.Besides,this issue have made my life changed.

The history was recorded in my Life as well.

Sunday, 21 August 2011

Eventually

Wow~Finally,done what I want since last two months,
Always feel so scare and fear,but today,finally I did it.
Feeling so good,Gosh~ :)

Tuesday, 16 August 2011

Hoi Hoi :)


Monday, 15 August 2011

Defamation

What I had done?
I just do a simple action,and make our friendship become demolish.

Is That?

You know when we are really nice to a person,we gave him/her a nice Hi,with a hand and trying to be kind with him/her...
him/her 's respond is...don't give any responce to you and continue his/her work.
That moment,our heart will break into two pieces and said...wow.
I did that just now...when I was trying to kind with her...and she acted that i'm not around there.
Oh Gosh...
It's really hurt.
Now,continue my tea :)

Sunday, 14 August 2011

Totally Defeated :"(

Oh my gosh,why must be this result?
Can I use the time controller to change that and go back to the time that he won?
Our hero,Datuk Lee Chong Wei,
was defeated by a Show Off guy named Lin Dan,
I hate him so much,always make some actions when he was won.
So what?It's just your luck.Our hero will defeat you next time,
I used every ounce of my energy to shout,
But unfortunately,he lose...
Haiz...
Totally dissapointed in my heart...

22:20    14:21    21:23

I observed that most of the people who always around me were gone,I don't know what did I do.

Saturday, 13 August 2011

I'm Growing

Certainly,people have to go through the rougher obstcles only they will succeed in their life,
We all always blaming ourselves that why our life have to face so much of
Difficulties.Why there will never ends up and stop?
But have you ever thought that these all difficulties that gave from our Gods are just
a conjunction of our life?
We'll never grow if we didn't faced any difficulties.Difficulties are just like a game,you all have to go on the level to the level.Kill the monsters and pass through the gate.
Without these difficulties,we will never get the real experiences of our life,
Without these all mistakes,we will never learn to avoid from these all,
And without these all experiences,we'll always just a green boy.


This year,is a year that I really learn the way that to be more Tougher,I had pass through some obstacles that most of the people never have,And  I'm so pleasure that Gods gave me these all obstacles.They make me grow,They make me understand,They make me clever.
Love yourself,it's really important.
Without the difficulties,you are just a minute dust.
Besides,Don't think that love is just love a person that is really important to you.
There are thousands of meaning inside this word "LOVE".
And for me,I observed that between this LOVE,there are two things,
One is Happiness,
Unfortunately,The other part is
Sadness...

EnvY

 How come they all so handsome? :(...I'm Not jealosing,But i'm just envying
T.O.P

Kim Hyun Joong

Kim Bum


Oh My Goshhh,My Dream Girl...
Shin Min Ah...She smile like an angel



Friday, 12 August 2011

Follow Your Dream

   I heard a real story from my friend that got a man named Monty Roberts who owns a horse ranch in SanYsidro.This man taught me a moral value that everybodies know but never do.
  The time my friend told me by introduced me with saying,"I want to tell you chin,why I want to tell you this story.It all goes back to a story about a young man who was the son of an itinerant horse trainer who would go from stable to stable,race track to race track,farm to farm and ranch to ranch,training horses.As a result,the boy's high school career was continually interrupted.When he was a senior,he was asked to write a paper about what he wanted to be and do when he grew up.
  "That night he wrote as hard as he could until he have to burn the midnight oil.He wrote about his dream in great detail and he even drew a diagram of a 200-acre ranch,showing a such of buildings inside it.
  "He put a great deal of his heart into the project and the next day he handed it to the teacher.Two days later he received his paper back and on the front page was a large red F with a note.."See me after class".
  The boy with the dream went to see the teacher after class and asked,"why did I receive an F?"
  "The teacher said,"this is an unrealistic dream for a young boy.You have no money.You come from an itinerant family.You have no resources.Owning a horse ranch requires a lot of money.She added,"if you rewrite this,I will reconsider your grade."
  "The boy went home and thought about it long and hard.He asked his dad what he should do.His father said,"Look,son,you have to make up your own mind on this.However,I think it is a very important decision for you."
  "Finally,after sitting with it for a week,the boy turned in the same paper,making no changes at all.He stated,"You can keep the F and I'll keep my dream."
  Monty then turned to the assembled group and said,"I tell you this story because you are sitting in my 200 acre horse ranch.I still have that school paper framed over the fireplace."He added,"The best part of the story is that 2 summers ago that same school teacher brought 30 kids to camp out on Monty ranch for a week."When the teacher was leaving,she said,"Look,Monty,I can tell you this now.When I was your teacher,I was something of a dream stealer.During those tears I stole a lot of kid's dreams.Fortunately you had enought gumption not to give up on your's."
  Don't let anyone steal your dreams.Follow your heart,no matter what.

Obstacle

The basic difference between an ordinary man and a warrior is that a warrior takes everything as a challenge,while an ordinary man takes everything either as a blessing or a curse

Thursday, 11 August 2011

Have A Break



Wow,It's quite normal for this exam,I thought it's extra plus pretty hard.But I'm wrong,People usually say that excel is always harder than the real PMR,hopefully it's real and,finally!Can having a break!!But it's not longer,after today...have to work as usual,force myself to the top of the World...

Sunday, 7 August 2011

Once Again

Awesome,throwing one more party with my friends again,
At the same place,with the same friends,
It's quiet great to me.
Not only the place and the friends that I met just now are same,
my face still the same with last time,Oh my God,
Don't know why,It's just boringggg~,
But nevermind,The importance is we all are happy!
Hey buddies....I lup you all..
That's all what I can say 

:D

Friday, 5 August 2011

Close Out

Excel is approaching,I have to stop to touch it(Computer)
Ho damn,It's around the corner and i'm still on the road,
prepare to turn my life steering and pass through the corner,
after the corner,I think,It's the best situation,
Because I had arrived my destination.

I want to Excel in my Excel...get it? :p
Pass with the flying colour :D
That's my aim!!!

Unfortunately

Wow,It's queit a bad day,
Feel really bad with this,oh my gosh...please don't let me be hurt.
I'm trying to survive in this hard society,and I know i'm just a minute dust of the society,
Can't change anythings at here,but it's now,
In future,the world might be under control in my hand >:)

Thursday, 4 August 2011

Bopsy

  The 26-year-old mother stared down at her son who was dying of terminal leukemia.Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling of determination.Like any parent she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams.Now that was no longer possible.The leukemia would see to that.But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true.
  She took her son's hand and asked,"bopsy,did you ever think about what you wanted to be when you grew up?Did you ever dream and wish about what you would do with your life?"
  "Mommy,I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up."
  Mom smiled back and said,"Let's see if we can make your wish come true."Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix,Arizona,where she met Fireman Bob,who had a heart as big as Phoenix.She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine.
  Fireman Bob said,"Look,we can do better than that.If you'll have your son ready at seven o'clock Wednesday morning,we'll make him an honorary fireman for the whole day.he can down to the fire station,eat with us,go out on all the fire calls,the whole nine yards!And,if you'll give us his sizes,we'll get a real fire uniform made for him,with a real fire hat-not a toy one-with the emblem of the Phoenix Fire Department on it,a yellow slicker like we wear and rubber boots.They're all manufactured right here in Phoenix,so we can get them fast."
  3 days later Fireman bob picked up Bopsy,dressed him in his fire uniform and escorted him from his hospital bed to waiting hook and ladder truck.Bopsy got to sit up on the back of the truck and help steer it back to the fire station.He was in heaven!
  There were 3 fire calss that day and Bopsy got to go out on all three cals.He rode in the different fire engines,the paramedics van and even the fire chief's car. He was also videotaped for the local news program.
  Having his dream come true,with all love and attention that was lavished upon him,so deeply touched Bopsy that he lived 3 months longer than any doctor thought possible.
  1 night all of his vital signs began to drop dramatically and the head nurse,who believed in the Hospice concept that no one should die alone,began to call the family members to the hospital.Then she remembered the day Bopsy had spent as a fireman,so she called the fire chief and asked if it would be possible to send a fireman in uniform to the hospital to be with Bopsy as he made his transition.The chief replied,"we can do better than that.We'll be there in five minutes.Will you please do me a favor?When You hear the sirens screaming and see the lights flashing,will you announce over the PA system that there is not a fire?It's just teh fire department coming to see one of its finest members one more time.And will you open the window to his room?Thanks."
   About five minutes later a hook and ladder truck arrived at the hospital,extended its ladder up to Bopsy's third floor open window and 14 firemen and 2 firewomen climber up the ladder into Bopsy's room.With his mother'spermission,they hugged him and held him and told him how much they loved him.
  With his dying breath,Bopsy looked up the fire chief and said,"Chief,am I really a fireman now?"
  "Bopsy,you are,"the chief said.
  With those words,Bopsy smiled and closed his eyes for the last time...


Risking

Two seeds lay side by side in the fertile spring soil
The first seed said,''I want to grow!I want to send my roots deep into the soil beneath me,and thrust my sprouts through the earth's crust above me...I want to unfurl my tender buds like banners to announce the arrival of spring...I want to feel the warmth of the sun on my face and the blessing of the morning dew on my petals!"

And so she grew.

The second seed said,"I am afraid.If I send my roots into the ground below,I don't know what I will encounter in the dark.If I push my way through the hard soil above me I may damage my delicate sprouts...What if I let my buds open and the snails tries to eat them?And if i were to open my blossoms,a small child may pull me from the ground.No,it is much better for me to wait until it is safe.

And so she waited.

A yard hen scratching around in the early spring ground for food found the waiting seed and promptly ate it.

MORAL OF THE STORY
Those of us who refuse to rish and grow get swallowed up by life.

Wednesday, 3 August 2011

It's too late

我现在才发现,我是这么的烦。
这么的天真,这么的无聊。
我在也不回做出这同样的事。
也在也不会像这样的无知。

你叫醒了我,也教会了我,
那就是,别相信女人,
因为女人永远不会放真真的感情在男人的身上。

STFU!

Hate you from now,STFU lar~
Stupid one,particularly your actions,
WTF!OMG...I hate you I hate you I hate youuuuu~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!
Don't forth towards me...Because if you come,
I'll kick your fk ass to Mars!!!!!!
Non-sense!!Fk you!
Never say like this rude,but...it's all your fault!!!
Pak Qiao Lar~!

Monday, 1 August 2011

One At A Time

  I was walking down a deserted beach at sunset.As I walked along,I began to see another man in the distance.As I grew nearer,I noticed that the local native kept leaning down,picking somthing up and throwing it out into the water.Time and again I kept hurling things out into the ocean.
  As I approached even closer,I noticed that the man was picking up starfish that had been washed up on the beach and,one at a time,he throwing them back into water.
  I was puzzled.I approached the man and said,''Hey good evening,friend.I was wondering what you are doing.''
  ''I'm throwing these starfish back into the ocean.You see,it's low tide right now and all of these starfish have been washed up onto the shore.If I don't throw them back into the sea,they'll die up here from lack of oxygen.
  "I understand,but there must be thousands of starfish on this beach.You can't posibly get to all of them.There are simply too many.And don't you realize this is probably happening on hundreds of beaches all up and down this coast.Can't you see that tou can't possibly make a difference?"
  The local native smiled,bent down and picked up yet another starfish,and as he threw it back into the sea,he replied me,"Mada a difference to that one!"

Make a difference in your life,life are not just only could be ordinary,change it with your hands,you will feel more full-filled than the others.

Say hello

Hey August,please be kind with me,
I'm so misfortune in July,
So,be friendly with me please :D

Thursday, 28 July 2011

Either me or him

You rather choose him and don't choose your bestfriend,me!
Why?can I know why?What a stupid choice for you,
I know you since we are still 4 years old,
And at last,you choose a friend that you just know him since this year,
Wow,so great...Non-Sense answer for me...
And now,finally I understand that,friendship is not depends on how long do you know him,or how deeply do you know him.
It's depends on how close that you with him.

Monday, 25 July 2011

I-Was-Attracted-By-A Cleaner

It'd been past for a long time,but one of my friend remind me yesterday.It's really simple but,erm...It's really special.That day,I was traveling at Kota Kinabalu and stayed a hotel.As usual,after taking my break with my dear family.I will go with my elder bro"Jie"to have one more tea.We usually do that because,we really love it.Don't know why,maybe it's because blood is thicker than water.Then,after taking break with dad and mom,we decided to go to Starbuck.Oh my Goshhh,when we arrive there,it's close.It's really dissapointed just only we can't having a tea time.So,I went to a corner where there is a coffee machine and buy a cup of coffee there.Fews minutes later,I walked back to my bro there and I past by a cleaner.The cleaner was cleaning the glasses with newspaper.I keep staring at her while I was walking,heading to my bro there.Suddenly...bang!!!!WTF.I banged myself onto the glasses door.The door is invisible and alongside it was made up of glasses.I quickly look around and gave a sigh of relief with my hand on my forehead as there were not much people around me.Only few of them looked as they heard the loud bang.I was too obsessed with that cleaner that I do not realize it.Then the cleaner told me,"Don't just focus at a things,look further and far away,you will know more than here".After listening her advice,I went to my bro area and continue our tea.And when I walked toward my bro,I smile with no any reasons.Maybe it's because of my soul.

How many 10 years are there in our life? Life must be happy and meaningful.Utilize the time you have wisely,emulate the wain,the older it is,the more valuable it is.


Sunday, 24 July 2011

saVing

Knowing somethings is better than nothing,
Going away is better than staying here,
Saving yourself is better than let the evil swallow you,
Safe yourself,I know you can.
Sadness is always having,
But please don't mind it,
Just having a great laugh or smile,
You will understand that's just a,
Simple "question".
All your friends especially me,
will always stand beside you!
Remember it!

Tittleless

 被抛弃的感觉真痛

Saturday, 23 July 2011

Moments

Time never stop.I could still remember the things that I have done vividly especially when I was still a years 6 pupil.Sigh,I wish I could enjoy back the moments that I'd stepped and gone through the years.
S J K (C) Siew Ching,my "Mom of School"might not unfamiliar to you,it's one of the most popular school in the Sabah's area,proven by it's hundreds of artifacts and histories.This school is the place where I had began my life with more special and began my first step of touching of music.Music is apart of my life,I still could remember how did the teachers taught me to play a drum.At the time,I thought that joining the music club is just only to gain some co-curricular marks that could help me to get a good university.But after assimilated the culture of that music club,the spirit of music suddenly grows through my heart and mental.And from that time,the observation of music in my life are rising.From years to years,the performences were keep taking parts by us.Eventually,it's 2008 and it's the last year for me to stay at this school.It's a surprisingly year and definitely,It's really tough but for me,it's just a process.Hardly,march approached.This month is really special and important for those who really admire to this club and wanted to become the leader of the club and i'm also the one who really wanted to be the "king" of the club.The day had come.The teachers start choosing the name from the denominate list.At the time,all the fellow members are keep gossiping to each other that they will be the leader.But me,just sitting at the middle of the hall and waiting for the result.My superego and id were keep advising me at the time.Finally,the pens were putting down and the teachers had stop talking.My teacher "Mok sun fu"I usually called her teacher mok,stand up and holding the mic and say that the leader is~~~~~~Chin Hoong Liang.....Wow,I really stunned for the time when the teacher said im the leader because it's MIRACLE.My dream had comes true and it's one of the lesson that taught me so many things.I really speechless with what I had done during that times.It's really a memorable experiences,amazing as well.For those who had read this post,I TELL you,don't think that dreams will never come true.
Well,It's hard to figure how cool was that and I could only searching them back in my mind.I'll keep them inside the deepest of my mind and name the "file" as Memories of 2008.

If God gift me whatever I want,I will choose to travel back to the moments once I was

~Shelter~

Seeking for the shelter,
Looking for the place,
Finding a home,
That could help me to replace my shoulder,
I'm so lethargic of it,Stress are always having in the teenage life,But it's too much for me.
People usually unearth his or her friend's potentials as well as talents,But for me...That's not what I want.The things that I want is a force,a power that could push me to the top.Make me be more stronger,be more humane,be more intelligent.The energy that I mentioned are you.You always giving me the energy that could make me feel more comfortable.I miss it so much,and I rarely having it.If one day,you decided to go into apart of my life,the whole of my life would change for you.But it's hard,because it's really far away but I dont mind it at all.The most importance is the end,the final result and the last,that's I'm the Winner.
(The vision and the mission of my life are...Don't look back,Because life are still going)

Thursday, 21 July 2011

I'm Not Complaning

What a stupid non-sence day
I thought 2011 was a greatfully super duper lucky year
But I think I'm wrong
Too many tragedy that comes to me this year...
Oh my goshh,please don't give lot's of that to me,
I'm so lethargic of it,But i'm not complaning,
Because I know that God you give these all to me is because
Just wanna make me to be more stronger than Other,
But please also give me some luck,
So that I can be more happy everyday

Sunday, 17 July 2011

Co-Instantly

Losing the two most important people at the same months.

My Dream Shoes~




Saturday, 16 July 2011

It's our Memory :)

Yesterday have a great great Birthday Party,
With all my friends there and celebrate my Old Friend Birthday,
I knew her since I'm 0 years old,
How long is that? :)
Having a great party with them,
It's extremely awesome,
All of our friends seems like more unite now,
All supported each other actions,
Really nice,Feel like we will never forget each other,
Although yesterday I didnt talk too much,
But I can feel the happiness filled the air.
This party Is extremely great,
But it's just having some mistake,
That's didnt have balloons...Opss,
I know we are teenagers,
But Party should be having some balloons ma~ :p,
But nvm,It's is also a great great memories for all of us,
I love you all,My frens :)

Friday, 15 July 2011

Tittleless





你太绝了,连一次机会都不给我。。。
 

It's Just A "Process"

Do you remember when we are still a kids,after we felt down at anywhere...our parents or siblings will come and help you to get up..But..have you ever ignore their helping hands and stand up with yourself?Without any tears,without any advice,use your own physical energy...you could stand up with yourself...If you did it..you are different..Stand up,be stronger,dare to face problems,endure it,dont be loser!You will see more far away from here,And see The Real World that you are standing right here and right now.
"If You Wanna See The Rainbow,You Have to Endure The Rain."
Happy with no any reasons,This is What I want And Im trying to be that...
Free from Stress,Free from drugs,
Free from problems,Free from bad luck,
And Free from Love,
I like it :)

Thursday, 14 July 2011

I will compete with you and fight for my Life
>:)

New Aim,New Target,New Life,New Me...

I found you!Finally I found you,
You are extremely pretty and nobody prettier than you,
"N" now,I decided to get you go into my life,
Make you become the other part of my life,
I will get you,no matter how hard and difficult is there,
I will keep going and make you become the other part of my real life

Wednesday, 13 July 2011

If all the world is just a stage and life is just play upon it,get me two seats in the stalls.

Monday, 11 July 2011

We are the Same

爱其实是一种习惯,你习惯生活中有他,他习惯生活中有你。
拥有的时候不觉得什么,一旦失去,却仿佛失去了所有.
We all are the same...

"IF"

Now,It's 00.00 a.m,12th of July,
This date is really important...
Because IF,If we haven't break...
It's our 5th months anniversary..
But it's just "IF"...

Im Sucessful,Suceeded and sucess

I completed my mission,I achieve my aim...
You found a boy,that you love him much than me...
That what I want,And I hope,He will love you more than me...
Forget me is a right thing,right action,right mind setting...
And I will stand behind you and support you forever,
That's what I can do,And God created me to be like that,
And that's my Job too... :)

Sunday, 10 July 2011

Get iT Off!!!!!!
:D...
Forget is the best way to be free...
And I'm the one who always forget the bad,damn,stupid,fucking,silly,crazy,tragedy Things and memories...
Just left the happy,cool,awesome,wonderful,nice,great,fabulous,fantastic,good,Things and memories...
This is what I want... :)

Im Trying to Survive

All I'm trying to do is survive and make good out of the dirty, nasty, unbelievable lifestyle that they gave me.And of course, now that I have found a way, i'm determined to create my own little world in order to survive the one I've...

Me And You :)

You have eyes that could shock me everytimes,
You have a face that I never want other people look at it,
You have lips that are really pretty and red like a rose,
You have a tall nose that i wanna use my nose to tip on it,
You have fragrant long hair that i can smell it from the Venus,
You have two hands that I dream to hold it forever,

I found it,I decided to get You
And I KNEW it,
You are the only one in the center of my Heart...

杯子

杯子

                   


                    杯子寂寞,被人倒进开水,滚烫的感觉,杯子想这就是恋爱的感觉。
                    水变温了,杯子便也觉得很舒服,它想这也许就是生活的感觉。
                    水变凉了,杯子有点害怕,也许这就是怕失去的感觉。
                    水彻底地变凉了,杯子很难受,便想把水倒出来。
                    但当杯子不小心掉在地上摔成脆片的那瞬间,
                    它猛然间发现每一个脆片上居然都还留有水的痕迹,
                    这时它才明白原来自己还是很爱水的。。。。