I'm so honest to you,I never chat with other girls,flirt with other girls,so,can you just do the same for me?

When will all this gonna stop?

Does this all worth baby?Does it worth it?Does it worth it to keep this as a secret?To be honest,it scattered me into a thousand pieces.I know,you told me that it would help us to protect our relationship.But,at the same time,it makes me feel like i'm nothing to you,i'm not your boyfriend.Every single actions i have to be well aware before doing them,to make sure that it would not affect you and your hobbies.But,this really hurts me alot,like how you feel when your fingers getting cut by a knife.I can't explain it with words as i feel like those feelings couldn't be more terrify.Every night before sleep,I will recall back all those sweet moments,with you so that those bad memories wouldn't raise again.I know,yes,I truly know you had sacrificed so much for me during the period of my studies.But,let's look at my side,I can't simply ask you to date with me as you told me that you scare there is spy observing us,fine,I can understand that.You told me that we can't go out to play sports games like jogging or basketball,worrying that your mom will know us.Okay,I accept that.You are not allowing me to go and see you play your basketball matches as you scare that your teammates will know us.My tears dropped as I listened to this.But fine,okay,time will heals me later.But,even comment your photo also can't.My heart broke like how the plate smash on the floor.How desperate i want to say you're beautiful,or a single word like"pretty" also can't.And every time,when I want to check your messages,I will stop myself,as I don't want to know the truth,If if i can,i would like to ask them to come out and talk to me,but I can't,all is just to protect you,I want to keep us,even if u have betrayed me.I love you,but when will this gonna stop?I saw my friends posting their couple photos,and this further breaks my heart.I want to hold your hand,but I can't,I want to hug you in the public,but i can't ,i want to kiss you in the dark,but i can't,and I want to call you baby,but I can't.Baby,can you make me feel more safer?Don't breaks my heart anymore and I'm waiting that day,the day that I can tell and warn every boys from chasing you,check your phone,hold your hands,hug you,kiss you and comment on your photos.But,that day is too far for me.Please,make me feel that i'm special.But,lastly,can I ask you a question?To you,who am I?

Tensions

Withstand the tensions,don't give up,smell the roses,good

Never change

I really need you,but I gradually lose my trust on you.Seems like you are trying to avoid me,so I better keep quiet and do whatever you need.I love you,never change,never last and never miss my faith on you.But maybe you are too young to bear in such circumstance.I understand,I will do whatever you want,and make you happy and smile,like the way I did before.

Examination

Good day people,having to say that recently I'm really stressed out with  the examination.Well it's good to see that most of the papers that I had passed through are not too hard,at least the situations are still under controlled.Felt truly ecstatic!But it's still have yet to finish.I still have to sit for it like about 9 or 10 days.Quite tough and memorizing things is the hardest part for me.Why we have to remember those formulas?Gosh,chills are creeping on my spine.Time's up.Good luck guys and pray for me.Number 1,i will STRIKE FOR YOU.


Saying of the day:Nothing is impossible,even the word itself says it's possible.

SPM

Well recently I just got that one of my friends just achieved an astonishing result of SPM that sparkled the whole image of my school.She was just climbed onto the top 3 cleverest candidate among the Sabahans.As anticipation goes,she got a straight 10 A plus and an A in her English subject,but it's pretty enough for her to show how good she is in her academic section.I can see a shimmering light and future on her.Congratulation my friend,and I will try my best to get over from you.See you soon,Work hard,get wonderful result in SPM,that's my mission now.I believe in Pygmalion effect.So,Chin Hoong Liang,I know and believe that you can get such a great result in your SPM.Good luck